Truthispain

Stranger

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
take a look at me so you can see
how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger
you say I'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
but I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
and I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
take a look at me so you can see

you call me a stranger
you say I'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

take a look at me so you can see
how beautiful you are
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your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

i know that I can't make you stay
but I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
understand how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger
you say I'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

you call me a stranger
you say I'm a danger
you call me a stranger

We Still Together

Kemaren ! sumpah ! gua seneng bgt ! ketemu sama mereka lagi ! aaaaa
sampe nginep dirumah kodog ! gila"an bersama GABUK, Uci dan Riza ! huahuahauah
kawan ! kangen bgt gua ! pada bacot"an minta masukin aplikasi ebuddy ke HP ! ampe kuping gua ampir keluar conge ! hahahaahaah

minggu depan lagi nyo... !
hauhauha jemput gua ya !
 

Today Will Be My History

Wake up with the ugliest face ! take a bath, breakfast, use cloth, go to work interview. Hope i get the best result ! amin !
Go home, smoking, play with Adnan, lunch, take a nap, wake up !
Go to ur home, rainy, i'm wet !
Tell u the truth about my feeling !

now, i'm lil bit sick, flu ! but its alrite, coz we just in relation !

230108 My sacrifice i cant forget !

Allah still love me !

THANKS GOD FOR STILL LOVING ME !

Start today with cry

When i woke up on 6.13am. Suddenly i cried. Remember what happened last night !
I was so lonely. No one there beside me. Except YOU.
I shouldn't do as they did to me, I have learn about it ! I Shall no revenge to them !
Now ! what i'm thinkin' is how to make my day is better than yesterday.
I'm tired if I always treated like that ! My soul is underconstruction ( again ? )
Don't ya know, i did everything for my besties, but what i got after i did it ? I GOT NOTHING ! damn. They dont respecting of what i've done !
SHIT ! Why i cant mad to them ? one question that always remind in my head ! ugh ! Hurt so bad ! Dont ya reallize it ? dont ya ?

NooNisDeaD [ really dead ]

FACE THE TRUTH !

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarhg ! I cant hold it anymore !
I dont wanna see u cry, dont want hurt u !
u know what ! Lying here i just think that i like playin' ur feeling !
in fact ! that's not true ! 1 reason that why i dont tell u what u expected yet is
" I JUST DONT WANT U HURT "
i know u feel it. I feel what u feel !

MISS HIM ! dad LOVE u

Semalem, udah rapih selesai rapat gw ta'ziah !

damn ! gw kaga kuad ! gw inget bokap gw ! huaaaa gw mo nangis !

air mata udah menggenang di mata gw ! cuma gw tahan ! sampe ahirnya gw ga jadi nangis !

Last night, i really miss him ! i really wanna be huged by him ! i felt so alone ! but now ! i'm back to normal !

Things that have past, let it past...

Future must go on ...

TRUTH IS PAIN

TRUTH IS PAIN IS LOVE IS SUCK IS LIFE
itu adalah pribahasa yg gw buat sendiri ! ternyata nyangkut juga ya sama diri gw skr !
tai bgt dah ! emang dasar hidup, selalu aja ada kalanya diatas, ada kalanya dibawah !
damn ! Keharmonisan dalam hidup ga bisa kita raih, klo diantara kita gada kepercayaan, kejujuran dan saling menghargai. ah tai ! semua itu susah bgt gw dapet. anjing nya lagi, gw ga bisa malahan dapetin 3 hal penting dalam berhubungan itu ! eeQ
KENYATAAN CINTA HIDUP = SUCKS

i have to be more patient

skr Allah ngasih gw cobaan, padahal baru kemaren gw denger dari nyokap klo keluarga gw lagi diuji sama Allah. Nah, skr gw kena juga ! tapi gw yakin, Allah ngasih cobaan ke gw pasti gw bisa lalui. karena klo gw ga bisa lalui, Allah ga akan kasih ujian ke gw ! dan 1 hal lagi, pasti ada hikmah tersembunyi dibalik semua ini ! gw akan ambil hikmah dan pelajaran dari cobaan gw ini !

I HAVE TO BE MORE PATIENT TO PASS THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE !

gw ga ....

Gw adalah orang GOBLOK yang amad sangat tolol !
Mungkin dia berpikir klo gw mainin perasaan dia !
Padahal ! Skr ini gw lagi bner" bingung aapa yang harus gw lakuin !

DAMN !

I'm a FOOL
Gw ga tau dah harus berbuat apa ! Yang JELAS

GW GA MAININ PERASAAN DIA !